Seven Thunders - The Third Thunder
Bob Neumann
Archived prophetic words and bible teachings from the Mercy Seat Fellowship
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Thursday, December 10, 1998 5:15 PM
Dear Brother Bill, it seems each one of these is harder and uglier to walk through. This Thunder, I was told, was to be released prior to the ''LIGHTING OF THE FIRST CANDLE". (Chanukah) Easily I could assume Shabbat, until the image of cleansing the ''abomination'' that has ''desecrated'' is added.....after tonight I don't know when this PC will be up and running, so knowing your pattern of adding to your list on Sunday I send now. Sunset Sunday begins the 8 days of remembrance. So I pray blessings upon you and your household these next few weeks......Bob
(p.s. ...the WORD of this THUNDER ends....yet their is a WORD to me that finishes it. Not one I would want to add....but one that might find meaning to you as it did me) (dog)
This is the THIRD THUNDER....to be released prior to the Lighting of the First Candle.
A Call to Purify....A Call to Do Battle....A Call to Stand when everyone else accepts the rules of the ABOMINATION THAT MAKES DESOLATE.
To receive this i was given the same vision twice...same vision and same place....very different applications.
Once again i began in the place called the Valley of Vision, and i stood outside the GREAT CITY which sits in DARKNESS. There opposite to a small gate was a natural valley, even darker than the shadow, darker than the pit. In the core of my being i heard my MASTER'S VOICE speak one word...COME.
Slowly and carefully i followed a well worn path that followed the contour of the land. When i reached the bottom the air was filled with the stench of rotten flesh and smoke. The air was hazy and burned the eyes and throat. The ground was spongy and mire covered my legs. All around me were distant fires and distant voices. It seemed i could hear scattered snatches of conversation, of maniacal laughing and screams of utter despondency.
And i felt lost and completely out of place. Everything in me said this was wrong and not the place to be. Each time PANIC rose up in my spirit i heard HIM say COME....and i moved farther and deeper into this VALLEY.
Then one moment i felt HIS HAND on my Left Shoulder and again heard those WORDS...."IT'S GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT". With that THE GREAT AND TERRIBLE ONE stepped into my line of vision covered in BLACK ARMOR...and once again i was able to see that i too wore HIS ARMOR.
"HAVE YOU BEGUN TO UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN REALITY AND TRUTH?'', HE ASKED. and i answered, yes LORD.
"IS IT WORTH DYING FOR?'' for a moment i looked at a FACE i could not see. a Face i had never seen, but had seen so often and in so many lights and aspects. the FACE i sought diligently, passionately.....i could not see HIS FACE, but i know HIS HAND and HIS VOICE.... ''you alone are worth dying for'', i replied finally. and in my spirit i heard the words of the Gospel of John going through me. that i would eat HIS FLESH and drink HIS BLOOD. and i realized that what i was standing in was a field where the ground was saturated in blood.
''I ONCE CALLED YOU TO FOLLOW ME AND YOU DID. IT WAS NOT EASY, BUT I AM THE WAY AND YOU LEARNED TO WALK IN ME. I THEN ASKED YOU TO COME TO ME AND LEARN OF ME. THAT DAY YOU JOINED ME IN MY YOKE AND BEGAN TO WALK IN ME, AND I AM THE TRUTH.
THEN I ASKED YOU TO ABIDE WITH ME, AND YOU DIED SO THAT YOU COULD LIVE IN ME FOR I AM THE LIFE."
''NOW I ASK YOU TO COME AND WATCH WITH ME. YOU ARE TO SPEAK OF WHAT YOU SEE FOR THE SIN OF YOUR NATION IN THIS PLACE IS WITHOUT PARRALLEL. LIKEWISE THE SIN OF YOUR PEOPLE IN THIS PLACE HAS CAUSED A BREACH THAT CAN NOT BE MENDED, LET ALONE CROSSED. AND IN THEIR ARROGANCE THE SERVANTS OF DARKNESS LEAD THE FOOLISH AND THE SELF-SERVING HERE DAILY TO SACRIFICE AND TO MOCK MY WORD''.
Slowly we walked into deeper darkness, and found what had to be the very bottom of the pit. There in the middle was a huge form i could barely make out. And i watched as if looking down and toward this form, and their were figures scurrying around this abomination. Everything in my spirit told me this was ''it''...this was the thing of things that stood against all that was of GOD....and THE LORD corrected me...
"NO FRIEND....THERE ARE THOSE EVEN WORSE THAN THIS, BUT YOU WILL NOT SEE THEM UNTIL THE PROPER TIME AND SEASON. BEFORE YOU IS AN ASPECT OF ONE OF THE TWO GREAT SINS OF YOUR NATION AND YOUR PEOPLE.''
With that HE turned again to the ''form'' and was silent.
After a while i noticed a strange light in the center of the darkness and i immediately wondered until i realized our armor was still black. Slowly the light grew and the lines of the ''form'' became clearer. Now i saw a procession of great numbers coming from all directions. As they came closer i saw that this ''form'' now glowed. Reddish in color it was a demonic form and i understood what it was i was seeing.
The first group to pass before the idol were raggedly dressed, and with a quiet that gave me a sense of hesitation on their part, they threw their babies into the fire.
The second group to pass where well dressed, and walked with a swagger up to the fire and threw their babies in with great flourish.
The third group was different, it came well orchestrated with musicians and singers. They had a definite order and pattern to them. With great theatrics this very large group came to the idol and made a corridor that allowed a great number to advance in a major show as these threw bundles into the fire. No living babies, bundles of various sizes. Finally i noticed that all in this last group had some form of ''religious/clerical garb''....
And finally came a fourth group dancing and jumping frantically, intermingling with the three earlier groups. But they were not human, parodies of human...but they were demons or their best attempt to look demonic. And all they did was cavort among the groups who basically stayed in their own separate areas.
As i stood and watched the festivities continue the babies and bundles kept flowing into the belly of the idol. Then i realized this was not a statue of metal to Molech, but a demon alive and being fed continuously. Slowly i turned toward my MASTER and asked, "LORD, i know i am to see this for your reasons.... and i know innocent blood is being shed continuously, but this is all beyond me.''
Suddenly i felt a grief go through my being unlike everything or anything i had ever felt before.
''MY WORD IS A SWORD WITH TWO EDGES. MY FIRE HAS THE TWO ASPECTS OF DESTRUCTION AND PURIFICATION. ALMOST ALL THAT YOU HAVE EVER LEARNED HAS A DUALITY IN IT'S NATURE. SO IS IT HERE.
THIS SIN OF ABORTION THAT IS THE ABOMINATION MOST PREVALENT IN YOUR LAND STEMS FROM MANY ROOTS. THE FIRST IS SELF. PLACING SELF UPON THE PEDESTAL AS YOUR FOCUS OF WORSHIP. WHEN SELF IS WORSHIPED IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM IT IS AN IDOL THAT DEVOURS ALL OTHER THINGS IN LIFE.
THE SECOND ROOT IS FEAR. FEAR THAT SELF MAY BE THREATENED IN SOME WAY. FROM THAT COMES THE FINAL ROOT WHERE WE SEE THE FRUITS OF THIS EVIL, THE ROOT OF EXPEDIENCE.
TO BE WILLING TO DO WHATEVER IS REQUIRED TO MAINTAIN THE POSITION OF SELF.
THE FRUITS ARE MANY AND ARE ALL PLAGUES UPON YOUR LAND. ALL SEE THESE FRUITS YET DO NOT GO BEYOND THEIR REALITY TO THE TRUTH.
THE FIRST FRUIT IS VIOLENCE. TO KILL, TO MAIM, TO DESTROY ALL THAT MAY THREATEN THE IDOL OF SELF. TO BE WILLING TO HARM WITHOUT REGARD TO THE CONSEQUENCES. THIS STEMS FROM ALL THREE ROOTS EQUALLY...SELF, FEAR, EXPEDIENCE.
THE SECOND FRUIT IS THE LIE. WHETHER IT IS A SIMPLE DENIAL OF FACT OR A GREAT AND GRAND DECEPTION PLAYED OUT ON THE WORLD SCENE. A SLANTING OF AN ISSUE TO THE MANUFACTURE OF FULL DEMONIC DELUSION, THEY ARE ALL THE SAME. TO DENY THE TRUTH.
THE THIRD FRUIT IS COMPLACENCY, TO ACCEPT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING THAT PROMOTES AND DOES NOT HARM YOUR IDOLS.
THE FOURTH FRUIT IS ADDICTION. WHEN TRUTH WILL NOT VANISH AND SELF IS THREATENED, FEAR FAILS ALL IS LEFT IS EXPEDIENCE TO DULL THE FEAR AND SATIATE SELF IF ONLY FOR A SEASON....AND REGARDLESS OF COST. DRUGS AND ALCOHOL TO QUIET THE FEARS. GAMBLING, POWER, SEX, SPORT, MONEY TO ELEVATE SELF. WITCHCRAFT AND SORCERY AS EXPEDIENT WHEN CONFRONTING THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH. ALL ARE USED....AND ALL FAIL.
THESE ARE THE FOUR CORNERSTONES OF THE KINGDOM OVER YOUR NATION.
AND THIS IS THE ABOMINATION BEHIND THE BULL YOUR PEOPLE WORSHIP. AND YOU FEED IT CONTINUOUSLY AND ALL IT HAS EVER DONE IS DEMAND MORE.''
Once again i looked upon the scene and pondered all that was there. The four groups three separate but entwined by the demonic. Inside i felt anger and loathing at the same time against these three groups who each came differently in manor and attitude and with different ''food'' for the demon. Yet all fed the demon.
''THE SIN MANIFESTS IN THE NATURAL REALM AND THE SPIRITUAL REALM. YOUR PHARISEES OPENLY SPEAK AGAINST THE NATURAL SIN WHILE YOUR SADDUCEES SUPPORT THE SIN OPENLY. YET BOTH GROUPS SAY THEY ARE OF ME. THOSE THAT RAIL AGAINST THE SHEDDING OF INNOCENT BLOOD IN THE NATURAL DO IT FREELY IN THE SPIRIT. ALL SIN HAS THIS DUALITY, YET FEW WOULD KNOW IT.
I ONCE TOLD NICODEMUS THAT MAN MUST BE BORN BOTH THROUGH WATER AND THROUGH THE SPIRIT. THOSE WHO DO NOT SEE IN THE SPIRIT WERE NOT BORN OF MY FATHER. THEY CAN CLAIM ALL THAT THEY MAY WISH, BUT I DO NOT KNOW THEM. THIS FACT DOES NOT SEEM TO BOTHER MOST WHO EVEN NOW CRY LORD, LORD AND LISTEN TO OTHER VOICES FOR THEY LIKE THE SOUND OF THOSE VOICES.
FEW INDEED SHEMUEL, HEAR MY VOICE AND LOVE MY WORD''.
''LEARN THE TRUTH BEHIND THIS REALITY THAT YOU NOW HAVE WITNESSED....
THE FIRST GROUP HAS BROUGHT THEIR SEED TO THE ABOMINATION IN FEAR AND TERROR.
THE LIES AND THE PRESSURES OF THE WORLD HAS PLACED MANY OF THESE IN THE POSITION THAT THIS IS THEIR ONLY SOLUTION. SO THEY ABORT THEIR BABIES OR LET THEIR CHILDREN DIE BECAUSE OF THEIR POVERTY, THEIR AGE, THEIR POLITICAL SITUATION. WHEN LIFE IS RIPPED FROM THE WOMB BY FORCE BECAUSE OF GOVERNMENTAL DECREE NO GODLY NATION WOULD STAND SILENTLY AWAITING A CHANCE TO DO BUSINESS.
THAT ALONE IS INDICTMENT AGAINST YOUR NATION AND YOUR PEOPLE.''
''THE SECOND GROUP ARE THOSE WHO BOAST OF THEIR ''RIGHTS'' TO KILL, MAIM, AND DESTROY. THEY STRUT IN THEIR ARROGANCE SAYING THEY FEAR NO MAN, AND NO GOD. IF THEY HAD WISDOM THEY WOULD SHOW GREATER CONCERN ABOUT THEIR OWN GODS. THEY MAY NOT ACKNOWLEDGE THEM, BUT THEY SERVE THEM WELL.''
THIS INDICTMENT IS MADE AGAINST INDIVIDUALS AND GROUPS. SOME THAT VERBALIZE THEIR OPEN HATRED OF MY FATHER AND MYSELF, AND SOME THAT OPENLY PROFESS MY NAME AMONG MEN FOR THEIR GAIN AND NOT MINE.
''THE THIRD GROUP ARE THOSE THAT ARE TARES. THEY PREACH FALSEHOOD IN MY NAME. THEY HAVE WHORED AFTER OTHER GODS AND HAVE FALLEN SLAVES TO SELF, FEAR, AND EXPEDIENCE. SO THEY ESPOUSE THE GOSPELS THAT ARE CREATED TO SERVE SELF, ALLEVIATE FEAR, AND PROVE TO BE THE MOST EXPEDIENT.''
THIS INDICTMENT IS MADE AGAINST AN APOSTATE CHURCH THAT UNKNOWINGLY WARS AGAINST ME IN MY OWN NAME FOR THEY NEVER KNEW ME OR MY WORD.
And i was suddenly back in the place of LIGHT and my MASTER stood before me...
"PONDER WHAT YOU HAVE SEEN IN THE VALLEY OF GEHENNA.....
PONDER WHAT YOU WILL DO IN THE DAYS AHEAD....
I PLACE A CUP BEFORE YOU OTHERS HAVE REFUSED TO DRINK....
PONDER WELL SHEMUEL THE NEXT JOURNEY YOU FACE.''
The next day i received a question about THE DOCTRINE OF ACCEPTANCE.....and the rest that has followed....
As i was studying the place called TOPHET in the WORD i was asked to bring answers....which i did in brotherhood and obedience....
so i spoke TRUTH....and drank the cup...
and that night i returned to the VALLEY OF GEHENNA.....but we were not alone.....
Once again i stood with THE MASTER and watched the horrors in this foul place....
''THIS IS THE PLACE THAT WILL BURN FOREVER YET NONE BELOW US ARE OFFENDED BY THEIR ACTIONS.
DO YOU SENSE THE DIFFERENCE?'', HE ASKED.
As before the four groups were manifest before the idol/demon. Again the emotions of anger and grief flooded through me...but....a sense of diminishment, of loss was also there and i wanted to step away. As i felt this i heard a muffled weeping, and as i turned to see my LORD on the other side of where MY MASTER STOOD....and i was between them....
and i felt ABBA in my spirit and i heard the gentle sobs of one suffering great loss......
To my right was ADONAI dressed again in black armor....and to my right in the hood and mantle was RUACH....THE MOST GENTLE AND TENDER HOLY SPIRIT......
weeping......
And deep in my spirit i heard ABBA say...''WE WEEP FOR OUR CHILDREN WHO ARE DESTROYED''.......
As each sob tore through me a murderous fire seemed to well up in me and i wanted to do something to stop HIS GRIEF......
"NOW YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THE UNPARDONABLE SIN IS SHEMUEL....'' and i turned to the DREAD ONE....my MASTER....EL GABOR....ADONAI ZABAOTH....
''DID I NOT SAY THAT WHAT IS SAID AND DONE AGAINST ME MAY BE FORGIVEN, AND THAT WHICH IS SAID AND DONE AGAINST THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT WILL NOT BE FORGIVEN? ISN'T IT IRONIC THAT THOSE WHO CLAIM THE RIGHT OF CHOICE INADVERTENTLY DEFEND MY RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHAT I DO NOT FORGIVE....''
and with that HE tilted HIS HEAD back and laughed....THE LION LAUGHED....and THE ROAR shook the universe. Energy flowed through every fiber in my being. and the activities in GEHENNA stopped.
No one moved in the VALLEY. No demon danced. No one approached the fire.
''THE BATTLE, WARRIOR, HAS ALWAYS BEEN BETWEEN THE SEED OF THE WOMAN....AND THE SEED OF THE SERPENT. GEHENNA IS THE PLACE OF UTTER DEFILEMENT WHERE THE SEED IS DESTROYED BEFORE IT CAN BEAR FRUIT.
THE FIRST GROUP DRESSED IN RAGS AND CAME IN HESITATION. SPIRITUAL ABORTION IS WHEN THE SEED I PLANT IS MURDERED. WHEN THE SPIRIT THAT INFILLS ALL OF ABBA'S CHILDREN IS ABUSED, MOLESTED, NEGLECTED, STARVED, RAPED, AND DEFILED. THEY GO TO THE FIRE AND CAST THEIR GIFT INTO THE ENEMY'S MAUL. THEY SOUGHT THE LIGHT AND WERE STRANGLED BY THE WEEDS AROUND THEM.
THE SECOND GROUP DENIES THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT'S PRESENCE IN THEIR LIVES AND DO ALL IN THEIR OWN STRENGTH. THEIR STEPS ARE ARROGANT, THEIR WORDS ARE HAUGHTY. THEY HAVE SPIRITS QUICK TO TAKE THE PLACE OF THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT. SPIRITS MORE FAMILIAR TO THEIR PURPOSES AND NOT MY FATHER'S.
THE THIRD GROUP IS THE MOST INTERESTING DON'T YOU THINK SHEMUEL? THEY ARE THE PHARISEES AND SADDUCEES THAT DO THE MOST TO DAMAGE THE KINGDOM....AND THEY DO IT SUPPOSEDLY IN MY NAME. THE FIRST TWO GROUPS THROW THEIR OWN SEED INTO THE FIRE. THE SEED PLANTED AND WATERED BY THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT....BUT STILL THEIR SEED. ULTIMATELY THEIR CHOICE.....
BUT THIS GROUP COMES WITH THE SEED OF OTHERS THAT THEY DESTROYED.
SOME SEED WAS THE CALL TO THE MINISTRY THAT WAS STIFLED AND PERVERTED. SOME SEED WAS THE EXUBERANCE OF THOSE WHO HAD JOY IN THEIR SALVATION SNATCHED AWAY BY A WHIM OR A JEALOUS ACT.
SOME SEED WAS THE GIFTS THAT THE FATHER GIVES TO ALL HIS CHILDREN. ASSASSINATED BY FALSE SHEPHERDS WHO FEARED THE LOSS OF CONTROL.
SOME SEED WAS THE FLOW AND FIRE OF MY PASSION QUENCHED BY THOSE WHO FEAR TRUE EMOTION. SOME SEED WAS THE ANOINTING OF SERVICE INFECTED AND INFESTED BY DOCTRINES OF MEN AND DEMONS THAT WERE DISQUALIFIED IN THE RACE MEANT TO BE RUN.
SOME SEED WAS THE FLOWER OF YOUTH THAT SETTLED FOR A PLACE AT AHAB'S TABLE WHEN THEY WERE OFFERED NOWHERE ELSE TO SIT.
SOME SEED WAS THE STRENGTH OF PURPOSE WORN DOWN AND DEFEATED BY TIME AND LONELINESS.
AND SOME SEED WAS THE SONS WHO SOLD THEIR BIRTHRIGHT FOOLISHLY.
SOME DIED SHORTLY AFTER CONCEPTION.
SOME DIED EARLY IN THE WOMB.
SOME DIED BEING TORN FROM THE WOMB.
SOME DIED STRANGLED AT BIRTH.
SOME DIED OF STARVATION AND NEGLECT.
SOME DIED AT THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO HATE ME.
AND ALL HAVE FED THE ABOMINATION.
MUCH INOCENT BLOOD HAS BEEN SHED AND I WILL STOP IT AS I HAVE SAID. NO LONGER WILL I KEEP MY PEACE AND BE STILL. I HAVE BEEN FAITHFULL TO DO THE WORK OF MY FATHER. BUT ALL I DID WAS LONG AGO AND IT WAS DONE UPON THE TREE. THEN AND THERE IT WAS FINISHED. THERE IS NOTHING MORE FOR ME TO DO AND NOTHING MORE WILL I DO. ALL THAT WHICH REMAINS IS TO TREAD THE WINEPRESS.
I SENT THE COMFORTER TO BAPTIZE AND TO FILL ALL WHO WOULD SEEK MY FATHER THROUGH ME. IT IS THE COMFORTER THAT THIS SIN IS AGAINST. BEFORE I LAID DOWN MY LIFE FOR MY SHEEP I GAVE THAT
PROMISE AND HE HAS LEAD MINE IN ALL TRUTH. MANY DENY HIS EXISTENCE WHO BEAR MY NAME. MANY BY DECREE REFUSE THE GIFTS AND EMPOWERMENT ABBA OFFERED. MANY HAVE SLIGHTED HIS PRESENCE, QUENCHED HIS PRESENCE, PERVERTED HIS PRESENCE IN ORDER TO SERVE SELF.
NOW IS THE TIME OF JUDGMENT UPON THE WICKED SERVANTS WHO CLAIM TO BE IN AND OF MY HOUSE. HAVE NOT FOOLISH AND WICKED SERVANTS ALWAYS CLAIMED THAT I AM A HARD MASTER WHO REAPED WHERE I DID NOT SOW. THAT I WOULD HARVEST WHERE I HAD NOT PLANTED.
THEN LET IT BE SO....EVEN IF I DO NOT KNOW THEM FOR I SHALL CUT THEM DOWN AND THRESH AND WINNOW THEM. WHATEVER I FIND WILL BE SEPARATED AND PREPARED FOR EITHER MY BARNS, OR FOR THE FIRE. SO OFTEN THESE WICKED ONES HAVE PREACHED OF MY JUDGMENT BEGINNING IN MY HOUSE. THEY HAVE PROPHESIED THEIR OWN DESTRUCTION UNKNOWINGLY FOR THEIR FINGERS ALWAYS POINTED AT ANY THEY THOUGHT THEY COULD FIND WITH SPECKS IN THEIR EYES. YET WERE BLIND TO MY WAYS AND DEAF TO MY WORDS. NOW I WILL DO ALL THAT THEY HAVE SPOKEN. SELAH.
MANY WHO HAVE DESTROYED MY SEED WILL STAND BEFORE ME AND SHOUT ''LORD...LORD''....NEVER AWARE OF THEIR INIQUITY FOR TRULY THEY NEVER KNEW ME. NOR I THEM. BUT AS THEY KNOW OF ME, SO DO I KNOW OF THEM AND THEIR WORKS. FOR IT IS BY THEIR WORKS THEY HAVE CONDEMNED THEMSELVES AND PLACED THEMSELVES AGAINST THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT AND MY FATHER.
NO LONGER WILL I AND THOSE OF ME TOLERATE THEM OR THEIR DEEDS. TRUE SEPARATION BEGINS AS THE WHEAT AND THE TARES ARE CUT AND THE HARVEST SO MANY CALLED FOR BEGINS AND QUICKLY ENDS. FOR THE SEPARATION MUST OCCUR BEFORE AND BE COMPLETED BEFORE THE THRESHING BEGINS AND THE WINNOWING STARTS.
LONG HAS MAN FED THE ENEMY THE SEED I SOWED FOR I SOWED ABUNDANTLY. THE TIME OF SOWING IS FINISHED, THE ''TIME'' HAS PAST. THE TIME OF GRACE HAS FINISHED AND I ALONE HAVE AUTHORITY TO MAKE JUDGMENT AND TO MAKE WAR. NOW IS THAT TIME.
AND NOW I CHOSE TO BEGIN WHERE THE OFFENSE IS GREATEST.
SO I TELL YOU NOW MY SERVANTS, MY PEOPLE. DO NOT PRAY FOR THOSE PEOPLE....DO NOT PROPHESY UNTO THEM FOR I HAVE SET MY FACE AGAINST THEM THIS DAY. DO NOT SAY THEY ARE ''MY PEOPLE'' FOR NOW I HAVE SEPARATED THE WHEAT AND THE TARES. PROPHETS WHO ARE DECEIVED AND PROPHESY UNTO THEM WILL TAKE THE PUNISHMENT OF THESE IDOLATORS UPON THEMSELVES AND WILL CUT THEMSELVES OFF FROM ME.''
And suddenly i was in the VALLEY OF VISION just below ZION....
(this is where the THUNDER ENDS BILL.....and something deeper was imparted ....selah)
and before me dressed in the CAPTAIN'S traveling garb was THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT.....
''YOU HAVE EATEN AND DRANK OF AND FROM THE LAMB. ACCORDING TO THE LAW AND THOSE WHO SERVE THE LAW AND NOT GOD, YOU ARE DEFILED. YOU CAN NOT ENTER THE CAMP ANY LONGER. THEY CAN NOT AND WILL NOT TOLERATE YOUR PRESENCE.
NOR WILL THEY WITHSTAND THE ASSAULTS YOU MAKE UPON THEIR PERSONAL STRONGHOLDS. ALL WERE CALLED OUT AND TO BE SEPARATED UNTO HOLINESS. YET THEY WILL NOT. THEY LOOK UPON YOU AS A LEPER, ONE UNCLEAN. THEY WILL CALL TRUTH A LIE, PURE AS CORRUPT, GOOD AS EVIL''.
and i stood aware that i knew and understood for i had been asked if i knew the cost....
''FEW WILL DESIRE TO BE NEAR YOU. MANY HAVE MISUNDERSTOOD YOU FOR SO LONG. YOU WILL ACT IRRATIONAL TO MANY. MANY WILL CALL YOU CALLOUS AND UNFEELING. FOR YOU WILL IN THEIR EYES SEEM LACKING COMPASSION WHEN IT IS MERELY YOUR INABILITY TO TOLERATE EVIL IN YOUR PRESENCE.
''ONLY BLACK ARMOR, CHILD, SHALL YOU EVER WEAR. LET OTHERS POLISH AND PRIMP UNKNOWINGLY THEIR PLACE. IT SHALL NOT COME OFF TILL YOU FALL. THE ENEMY CANNOT REMOVE IT, ABBA PLACED IT ON YOU. THE SON COMMANDS AND WILL PICK YOU UP AS HE HAS PROMISED. I WILL BE WITH YOU AT THE END. YOU SHALL NOT BRING TEARS TO MY EYES FOR I WILL NOT BE GRIEVED, EVEN IN THE END. NO MORE QUESTIONS, NO MORE DOUBTS. TODAY ONLY DO YOU HAVE. THERE IS NO TOMORROW TO TAKE YOUR CONCERN. THE FIRE ONLY GROWS HOTTER, THE WATER ONLY FLOWS DEEPER, AND COLDER.''
and silently THE MOST HOLY SPIRIT was gone and i stood alone.
i wonder about many things...even now.
each day i have mini visions without warning. most are subtle, some stark and graphic....
and i wonder who is understanding what this means....or will i have to go back and forth to GEHENNA as i did the circus....i hated the circus....GEHENNA WAS GEHENNA!!!!!
Who would walk with me, anyway?